Indians and Pilgrims.

Sorry, are you mistaking me for someone who cares??

My perception is as sharp as it ever was. I see a lot clearer now that you are no longer blocking my way. You make a better door than window. I don't care if you were the "last living boy in New York," you still would mean nothing to me. My "wall" has been torn down. The rose colored glasses broken. Now let me try and find my happily ever after.

Enjoy your life and I will enjoy mine. You are always the one that comes crawling back. This time I will crush you like the god damn roach you are. You scatter when the light comes one. To simplify that for you... Whenever there is confrontation you back out. You have to find someone to do something for you because you can't handle your own.

Go ahead and be on top of your world. It will all cave in. It's hollow inside. Just. Like. You.

I see out of rose colored glasses. I breath in optimism. I live life with forgiveness. But I will not forgive you. My family would rather see me with her instead of you.

I am not going to screen write an apology for you. I am not sorry. And I don't expect anything from you.

My life isn't movie. It's not glamorous or fancy. I don't have designer clothes or a designer attitude. I am not like you, fucking hipster.

Try and be different. Cammilion. Dare to stand out until you are out of your comfort zone. Then you shift. You change your true colors to blend in with whatever is behind you.

So listen to your collection of 70,000 songs on your itunes. I will listen to my 7,000. At least I know each one by heart. All you know is that you have 70,000 songs on your itunes.

another way to vent.

Forget your past.

Your future is what is in store. Your destiny. Grab it by the horns. Ride the bull. If you fall off, get back on.

I am not that one that you need in your life. I have no reason to go back to where we once were. I have moved on. Stop trying to tear down this wall I have built. Believe me, it has the strength of a thousand lies. Its height towers over the heavens. It won't crash just because you 'need' it too. It's my wall. My safety net. My life.

There isn't a gated entrance. There isn't windows or doors. There isn't a way in. Because it is mine.

There is a moat around it. A moat filled with treacherous waters and beast that will devour you.

So stay on the outside. What you have pleases you. Keep it that way.