If only time would stand still long enough for me to take a picture. So, in that second, I could say I froze time. But, time stops for no one. Not even me. I guess all I can do is seize the moment, and hope it freezes in my brain. But I honestly have made no good memories lately. Maybe that's my only problem!?! Maybe I just need to freeze a few shots of my life. So I can pull out that old shoe box in the back of mind and smile to myself later. Ya know. That good old sub conscious, Where my brain or heart don't exist.

Bahaha the conscious says to the brain "don't mind me!!!" :-)

--i think its funny, but i think alot of things are funny.

Not dead, just lifeless. Not quite alive, just breathing.

Complete Misery. Completly Alone. Completely Disguisted.

And you are not even ashamed?

And you can't even look me in the eye?

And you can't remember me?

You can't feel because you are numb?

You can't dream because you are alone?

You can drink because you are sad?

You can't think because you are simply mad.

my favorite thought right now is all about being infinite.

and that's the only thing i want to think about.