360°

"I remember things, not many things, I remember when my feet touched the ground."

I am sick of daydreaming about my past life. About how happy and completely satisfied I was. I miss it so much. When life had a meaning. When love existed in the very threshold of my heart. When I never had a dull day.

Now, all the colors have changed. My very life has took a 360° turn. I am going uphill, but it is like I am on rollerblades and I just keep going back and falling down.

iwanthappiness.iwanttosmileconstantly.iwanteverythingiusedtohaveandmore.

Am I selfish?