get inside my head...

I am a complicated individual. I ration my thoughts out to those who matter.

Lately, All I have been wanting to do is write. I have had so many built up feelings. The urge has become unbelievable. The only problem is i can never attain the right words to express myself.

I write what I feel.
I write what I know.
I write what I believe.

I am your naturally over rated teen. I am a full blown ass hole. I speak my mind.

I just want to express myself.

like lately...

i feel like i have a neuse around my neck, a chair under my feet. and he is getting ready to kick it.

i hate that feeling of uneasiness. i hate feeling pain. i hate when i know it is coming.