inspiration/uplifting.

it is absolutely amazing the power one or more people can have one single human being.

i myself am influenced so much by my heroes and inspirees. i become who i am today because i listen to words. i comprehend those things people say and use it in my everyday life.

when i hear a song, a poem, a letter, a phrase, or just a conversation, i take that all to heart. i am truely inspired my human motivation. i love when people think something and say it. out of the blue or if it is thought out.

one of my greatest heroes of all time is craigery owens. if you do not know he is in the band chiodos. also he is in cinematic sunrise, isles and glaciers, and of course his newest solo project.
i have become seriously intwinded in his way of thinking over the past few years. i am more than just some fan. it is more of a passion. this one person, hands down, has changed my life. forever, he will be.

chiodos has saved me from my worst thoughts. saved me from myself even. simple words like, "we make the sunshine" or "as long as she is perfectly fine, i will be able to sleep at night" change the way i think. i am more optimistic.

you know something means a lot to you, when you are feeling like you have nothing to live for, and you just put that album in your c.d. player and it makes you want to live for something. honeslty, i live for these guys. craig, brad, matt, pat, dereck, and jason. these six people have changed my life. and they do not even know it. i cried during their shows. i feel like i have walked at least a mile in thier shoes. i feel like each song is wrote just for me. and that is why it means so fucking much to me.

i have been through so much over the past couple years, and i know it will be okay. because i can always rely on my boys. the chiodos boys.

"as long as your perfectly fine, i will be able to sleep at night with a smile upon your face."